Wednesday, May 23, 2012


God is working on my patience these days. I thought I was a pretty patient person, but it turns out...when I want something, I want it now.

Right now, this means:
I want a certain boy to write me back (this is certainly at the top of my wants right now!)
I want to be in my new apt today (instead of in a couple more days)
I want a job in my field (even though I'm so blessed at the job I'm at right now)
I want a husband
I want children
I want a church where I can feel welcome and part of a family

So I keep praying.
God- take my thoughts captive every moment of every day!
You always love me. Unconditionally.
Your love is all I need.
Please give me more patience and peace.
I want to praise and glorify you with everything I do and say.
(Repeat. Repeat. and repeat again.)


  1. Oh Beks, you have such a beautiful heart. And YOU, my dear, are one of the most patient, calm, and loving people I know. I will be praying that God gives you clarity, peace, and more patience. Love you dearly, sweet friend!

  2. Amber- what you wrote means so much to me! Thank you :)